Cambria Leann

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Public Speaking

Someone told me today that I was a good public speaker.
I laugh because public speaking was never my thing.

I used to do anything to get out of it in school, or church.
A few run ins with people judging me sent me to tears.
So I never wanted to do it again.

But speaking about adoption is different.
I still get nervous, and I sometimes loose my words.
I am not ever perfect; I sometimes forget what I was trying to say, or get embaressed.
I some how get the confidence to speak about it though.

At the end of speaking about adoption I feel good.
It's like an emotional cleanse, or that feeling like you know you are supposed to be doing what you just did.
Maybe that's just it.

Monday, January 25, 2010

Getting through

"The best way out is always through" -Robert Frost

Things will ease up soon, I keep telling myself. I can make it through.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Many Dreams

I have dreams of
landing my back-hand-spring,
meeting the perfect guy,
loosing myself head over heels,
having my own children,
helping others,
teaching others about adoption,
growing up,
understanding life,
making it to heaven,
enjoying life,
cheering my heart out,
 making a difference,
and trusting people.

My life consists of many dreams and if I apply myself I can accomplish all that I have set out to do.