Nights like this I want to crawl in bed. And sleep it off. Messed up like everything I did today. Not to mention I had like 5 plans and they ALL fell through. Who wants to go from a fun filled planned night, to sitting in the other room hiding from grandma and grandpa. Nights like this I am hurting from the way others treat me. The way my friends act towards me. The fact I can not focus. I cry for no reason. I just want to say grr you until tomorrow. Soo GGGRR.