Sunday, January 31, 2010
I laugh because public speaking was never my thing.
I used to do anything to get out of it in school, or church.
A few run ins with people judging me sent me to tears.
So I never wanted to do it again.
But speaking about adoption is different.
I still get nervous, and I sometimes loose my words.
I am not ever perfect; I sometimes forget what I was trying to say, or get embaressed.
I some how get the confidence to speak about it though.
At the end of speaking about adoption I feel good.
It's like an emotional cleanse, or that feeling like you know you are supposed to be doing what you just did.
Maybe that's just it.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Sunday, January 3, 2010
I have dreams of
landing my back-hand-spring,
meeting the perfect guy,
loosing myself head over heels,
having my own children,
teaching others about adoption,
making it to heaven,
cheering my heart out,
making a difference,
and trusting people.
My life consists of many dreams and if I apply myself I can accomplish all that I have set out to do.