Sunday, January 25, 2009
Change. Change. Change.
Yes, change is still on my mind.
In ways I miss being pregnant.
Because it's change that I no longer have that.
Everything is coming so quickly.
For now it's three months.
And soon it will just be here.
For this one choice will bring lots of change.
When I am confused, not ready for what's next.
I stop and think about how I have to extra to push to get me moving.
I think of sweet, sweet Lily.
How the last night she spent at my house she was cold.
I held her, and she laid on me, we fell asleep together that night.
and I woke up to that gorgeous little girl.
Having the ability to press forward.
One day, I want to be able to show her who I am.
The kind of person I am today.
For she was my little angel sent to rescue me.
She helped put my thoughts back in perspective.