Facebook.

Facebook makes me laugh.

Do you think that Cambria Greer is tone deaf but doesn't know it? Yes

Do you think that Cambria Greer can eat more than 3 Big Macs at a time? No

Do you think that Cambria Greer could shoot someone if they had to? Yes

Do you think that Cambria Greer cried while watching the Titanic Yes

Do you think that Cambria Greer is hyper? Yes

Have you ever had a crush on Cambria Greer? Yes

Do you think that Cambria Greer is cute? Yes

Spring.

(Casey, Cami, Emily)
(circa 1998,99,or 2000, not quite sure. Phoenix, AZ)


Spring is in the air.
A time for happiness, change, and so much more.
Whether it's that honeysuckle body wash in the morning.
Mango's with breakfast.
Sunny weather.
Spring is here.
It's a glimpse of summer.
And I can't wait.
I am some how partially forgot what summer was like.
The happiness summer always brings me.
Late nights with friends.
Swimming.
Crazy car rides absolutely no where.
Birthday parties.
Bonn Fires.
Pouring rain from no where.
No school.
Pure joy.

Touching.

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20 things.

1. When you were a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
A doctor, those feelings so disapeared when I A. couldn't stand needles and B. couldn't stand doctors or gross things

2. What have you done in the past week to help someone else?
I gave a girl a ride home from cheer even though I almost thought about ignoring her text.

3. Who is the best-dressed person you know?
These two sisters at my church. Ahh I want their wardrobes.

4. What is on your nightstand?
lots of things.

5. If you were a cat, what kind of a cat would you be?
Those fun kitties who like to play, and cuddle.

6. If you lived in a house surrounded by acres of trees, what particular type of tree would you want flourishing on your land?
Fruit trees. Yum!

7. What do you find to be very overrated?
Teenage dating.

8. How many email addresses do you have?
two. one hardly used, one used daily.

9. Have you ever felt replaced?
Yes numerous times.

10. Would you rather watch football or baseball?
Both, depends on who is playing.

11. What is the wallpaper on your phone?
A picture of Little Miss.

12. Name a lyric from the song you're listening to.
Love, what a silly game we play

13. Do you use a feed reader?
nope.

14. What chocolate do you always leave in the box?
ones with coffee, or when I am not in the mood for nuts, and sometimes coconut.

15. What would you do if you found out your ex is engaged?
I would be shocked, but then again not. Probably let out a nice cry, and then laugh it away. Silly boy and girl.

16. Do words hurt you?
Yes, maybe too often.

17. Are you a talker or a listener? Is it ever possible to really be both?
Depends. I like to talk and listen. Talk about me, listen about you. Sometimes I don't know what to say.

18. Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
Yes, in conneticut. Two weeks, cousins, camping, and a beach. It was nice.

19. Who is your favorite professional athlete?
When I was younger it was Charles Barkley. Ahh I used to watch every suns game with my dad.

20. Which TV show have you seen pretty much every episode of?
Wife Swap. It's the only thing on at four. =)

Fun at practice

This is what you get when you leave one fun coach alone with part of the team.


ahh fun night!


(P.S a six year old boy was not injured in the filming of this video.)

So

Since I have been having set backs, bad dreams, and thoughts going places I don't want to go I am going to name all the good things coming up (so maybe I wont hold back as much..)
Stunt group next season! I can't wait! (and I can't wait for sleepovers with the girls before competitions in the basement.)
My dad recieveing something he truly deserves, someone who makes him happy. = Happy daddy. =)
A new bedroom to color, and decorate.
A car to drive me here and there.
Hopefully center in the dance section in our rountine for next season, since I know I deserve it.
A happy ending to an amazing cheer season. Undefeated in Arizona! =)
Some pretty cool people to hang out with, my soon to be step siblings.
A bigger house.
A license.
Summer. And an amazing one it will be.
A job?.. possibly. Will see about that summer program first..
Time to work on my back hand spring. yes, yes, I really want that!
No summer school, like I thought I might have to do. = free summer.

Woo. That just made me feel better.

.. now back to my online class...

Hope.

Some days when I get the chance to bring up adoption with those around me, I do.
There are so many people around me, that are pregnant or have had a baby.
That everyone I know, has know at least one other person than me.
All the teenagers at my school, or those who I have gone to school with either are parenting or have chosen to parent.
Many believe their only options are abortion or parenting.
I have heard stories about this person or that person purposely do things to end their pregnancy.
And oh how those stories hurt me, I feel for that child that was meant to be.
Many it's about them not about their child.
"I" couldn't do that
"I" can't ruin my body
"I" can't brake my heart
"I" could never live with that
but really those are not the things you should be saying or thinking.
For me it was all about my child, the little one growing inside of me.
Maybe it didn't always start out that way, but really in the end when it came down to choosing that's what it was about.
Mothers don't have to feel like adoption is not an answer, that they are "giving away their child" that this shows "they don't want their kid" or "they don't love their child"
But really it's out of selfless love, more love to their child than anything else, that birth parents are able to make this decision.
Many around me have the same false thoughts that many others in the world have.
Any maybe just by sharing my story, that someone can find hope, or at least feel differently about adoption.
Because I sure found hope through adoption.

Youth Team

Some days I wish I was these kids.
The 5 of the have the best time.
The don't worry about what place they get, or if the judges ripped them off because their coach argued something, that she knows is right because she actually wrote that rule.
They don't cry after a bad performance, or want to hide when they just bombed it.
They do youth team because it's fun.
They enjoy those hours they spend together, and the enjoy their routine.
All these kids are also on our senior team with me, but if you would ask if they had to choose one or the other hands down all would pick youth.
I don't blame them either.
Ahh how nice it would be to be under ten.
They win everybody's hearts especially the twins. =)
How could you blame anyone, they are adorable.
National Champions yet again!-03/15/09 (Video from a Desert Showdown 02/28/09)

My team did ok this weekend.
And got 3rd out of 5 teams.
It was a tough competition, and should have stepped it up.. but really I think we stepped down.
O'well.
Here's to next weekend.
And here's to being a kid.

Being a kid.

Being a kid.
This weekend was all about having fun, being a kid, and enjoying myself.
Yes this subject is still on my mind!
Whether it was playing tag with Bella and Claire.
Watching Brennan, Bella and Claire jumping on the couch in the basement.


Playing with Lily and lifting her way up in the air.





Taking pictures with my niece Rae.





Dancing on the floor before awards at my competition.





Having fun with my friend Will in Tucson picking out clothes for each other and trying them on, jumping on top of beds in sears, or piggy back rides that ended in spins in the middle of the isle in Sears.





Life is about having those special times, taking the chance, being silly, having fun, and loving every moment of it.
Living life to the fullest.
We all have parts of a kid in us.

Positives

Positive Accomplishments:

My Team is still undefeated. And we are once again most entertaining. (03-07-09 -> Jamfest in Tucson)

I ran 4 extra pacers in weight training then I did 2 months ago, on Friday.

My body fat is down 2.6%

I have lost 6 inches on my waist.

Life is good.

Celebrate it.

And enjoy it to the fullest!

(P.S. waiting to hear back on the Math and Science Honors Program this summer.. I am so hoping I get chosen.. curious what I am talking about?.. http://www.asu.edu/mshp/)

Sparkle

I can't remember the last time I really lived and enjoyed my life completely.
Sometimes I feel like a robot going back and forth accomplishing this only to move on to that.
Today I met up with a good old friend, and I really enjoyed myself.
I can't tell you what was different, why it was that amazing, but I really, truly enjoyed myself.
And although I have enjoyed myself, and had fun, maybe I just forgot how to be a kid, how to be silly.
Today I was a kid, today I loved every moment of my day and my friendship with a great friend.
Today I felt like this is what I have been yearning for.
I was able to see what I am really missing.
I need to live with that sparkle in my life, because I was born, born to shine.

Tumbling.

I have been looking at this mat for weeks, so angry and so upset.
I just haven't been able to tumble since I went back to cheer.
I can't figure out how to use all this muscle I have.
I was only a few practices away from having my back handspring, before I left cheer in the beginning of April, not sure if my path would bring me back to cheer.
I was so upset about cheer, about tumbling, about everything.
My coach said something to the effect of "you would have had your back hand spring"... the other night..
And how much that really killed me.
Those word have been echoing in my head, frustrating me.
I promised myself that when I came to the decision that Lily was going to be adopted that I would accomplish things, or at least try my hardest to.
Back handspring was sure on the list.
What is it about this mat that keeps holding me back?
Why can't I tumble?
I am sure having a hard time with this..

Stunting with Candy.

Candy Stunt Video
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